I got my new part time job. I started last week. I was excited but it was so sad. My first birth handle the baby was already dead inside the womb of the mother. The patient came in with no prenatal check-ups even once. She had a very small tummy. I tried to check the baby’s heart beat but I heard nothing. She started pushing and baby was out after two pushes. It is so sad holding a lifeless baby. I used to catch babies who are crying out loud after being born.