I received a long distance call from my close friend in Canada. She asked me what I think happened this day with excitement and enthusiasm in her voice. I told her her boyfriend proposed to her. I was right. I was so excited for her but a little bit of sad at the same time because i feel like I will loss her. But I choose not be sad but to be proud, happy and excited for her. She told me that I will her maid of honor. I made me feel so special. Though I already resigned from being a maid of honor or bridesmaid last 5 years ago, I automatically reapply for the position.. haha..haha.. I am very excited. Though it needs a lot of work for me to go to her place. I need to save and make sure I will be granted a visit visa for that matter. I hope God will be in control of everything. I really wanted to go. I can’t afford to not see her on her wedding day.